FAIL
tkjut monyet bile 1st time tgk result posted kt fb. Thanks la andrew.. Sbb dgn baik hatinye tlg post gmbr result kt situ.. Maka dgn itu, ak pon speechless... Sbb 1st tyme., epic fail kot. Sumph sedey gila bhai.. Rse mcm bru dpt taw kne cancer otak n ade 10 hari lg nk idup dimana ibadat ko mmg xckup utk ko mati plus xckup msa nk spend dgn family n perasaan tkut utk ditinggslkn dlm liang lahad lpas mati. Fuh! Pnjg betol nk dscribe perasaan tu.
N subject ak fail tu adalah sbjct yg pling remeh org pndng: MOLECULAR MEDICINE
Ak tringt lagi kate org; "ala, molmed,nkorg stdy last mnute pon xpe.. Xpntg sgt sbjct tu"
Tp salah ak jgak, dia xpe la, pndai.. Otak ak ni kura2 sdikit. Yg pegi dgar org ckap tu knape? Mmg gali kbur sdiri la jwbnye. Hohoho
Mmg ak xnafi la, ak kecewa kot. Logic org fail: sedey. org gila je suka ble fail ni. Fail ni buat ko nmpk loser n xbrape nk bijak. Tp nak kata sedey 100% xde la.. Sbb ni sbjct mol med je,, tipu la sgt.. 1st tyme ak dpt brita ak gelak, sbb mcm: "hey pija! Dlm bnyk2 sbjct ko fail molmed???"
Tp xlama lpas tu lembek gak hati ak yg kras ni.. Mula la pkir nk kne rseat paper, kmgkinan xley raya, cuti xnjoy. Tyme tu la baru terketar2 nak nanges. Amek ko.. Td knon2 macho la xsdey sbb fail. Slame ni ak tgk org fail. Ak kesian, tp ble da kne kat diri ak sdiri.. Ak wonder, gknye mcm ni la org fail rase kan? Ble ak xfail, ak da epy da, sbb ak da pass, rse ohsem gitu.. Tp ak xpnah nk sdar btapa peritnye perasaan org fail ni.. Agk2 classmate ak ni sume xamek kisah ak fail kan? Asalkn dieorg lpas kan? Sbb tu la ak rsa dlu. Tp ni myb tuhan nk pg pngajaram kat ak.. Pass tu satu nikmat, rezeki n rahmat. N myb slame ni ak xpnah bsyukur ak pass.. Ak asyik xpuas ati je sbb result ak xde la dpt 1st class pon. (mmg la pntng trget bnda terbaik, tp kdg2 kne bsykur dgn ape kite dpt)
Somehow, ak rse myb fail ni satu test utk ak.. So that ak boley dkatkn diri kat Dia... Ak taw pemikiran ni bkn gya pmikiran ak.. Mklumla.. Ak ni bkn alim sgt. Tp ni logic pmikiran sume org lpas dpt nsib malang kot. N ak wonder, knape ak terpilih utk test ni? Knape ak? Knape kali ni?
Tp bila pkir2 balik, pja.. Ble ko da learn things d hard way.. The better u will be..U'll learn to appreciate, to understnd,, ok ulang point same. :p n kalo tgk, ko fail je kot.. Org laen lg teruk kne uji.. Smpai kne repeat year, pastu lpas kne repeat year, motor pulak ilang. Pastu boley je rilek. N those yg kene bazir one year sbb repeat tok essay ib, n those yg kne rpeat year sbb lcturer silap tfsir jwpan dia yg pdahal betol..
Those people r far more better than those yg score, hidup senang lenang.. Bcuz y? Cuz they r strong enuff to face those obstacles in life... Those people kwn ko kot pija.. Learn from them..
Ble da fail ni, tensi taw.. Mne x tensinye.., kawan2 lain best sbb boley cuti, sng2 da lpas ni.. Pastu ble da fail ni bnyk nk kne stdy, n d fear of failing for d 2nd time mmg ade.. Bnyk bnda yg terpkir....anxious.. Pastu xpasai2 jd schizo.. Sng citer.. Msuk hosp.. Xyh repeat pper.. Hohoho..Tp ak ske gila ppatah ni:
Charcoal ------(manage stress well)----> diamond
Errr. Lbey kurang la mksud dia....
Ak hrap failure ak ni dpr tuka ak jadi diamond.. Sbb... Diamond kn women's beshpren... Hoohohoho.. ;)
Ok nite
Nk tido mmpi recheck mol med pastu pass.. Hohoho
Dream on!!
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